what is the myth of before and after?
what is the myth of cause and effect?

if we call moments events, and we call the existence of moments occurances, then they arrive as a a tear in the fabric, splitting reality, creating a before and an after.  is everything just a series of befores and afters? no. somehow this is wrong some of the time.

I will start here:
If the rain doesnt come
and the food doesnt grow
and the people go hungry
arent these just three ways of explaining the same thing, rather than causes and effects?

this is my mind today. full of nothing.